Am I the one you think about when you're drunk?

Do you think of me?
When you're alone and unoccupied
Does your mind drift and leads you to me?
Do you even remember?

Did you ever love me like you said?
I know I did
I know I did you wrong
But my dear, we're only human

Do you think about me when you're drunk?
When your conscious and unconsciousness merge
And you have no choice but to follow them?
Do you think of me?

Do you say my name by chance?
Naming someone else
Saying something else
Does my name find a way between them?

Does everything around you remind you of me?
Don't lie, now
I'd be lying if I said it happens to me
But once in a while, your face appears out of thin air

Somewhere not supposed to remind me of you
Do you care?
Do you dare?
Let us try again

Am I the one you think about when you're drunk?
I guess I'll never know
The only thing I know for sure:
I'm not the one you talk with when you're drunk.